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January 10th, 2006

10:55 am - yellow shirt meh. Current Music: the stone roses- waterfall

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December 24th, 2005

10:56 pm I start my at least 40 day water fast tommorow. wish me luck, cause its gonna rock. i have to lose 50 pounds, and oh yes, it will be done baby. Current Mood: excited

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March 7th, 2005

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January 25th, 2005

04:06 pm I am coming down to Camden on Thursday. Going to spend the night with Danielle on Thursday and am going to school with her the next day since I don't have school Friday. Everyone is going to freak out when they see me.......I dont know if they will will recognize me! Current Mood: excited

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January 16th, 2005

08:52 pm I have been eating way too much junk food........pretty soon I am not going to be able to fit into my dress for Ring Dance.......ahhhh. Ok I am not going to eat for a little while.....hehe. I feel sick now....bleh. Ok tommorow we dont have school and it starts a new week, so I am going to be productive. I am going to get up, go for a nice, long run, do ALL of my work, work out some more, and find some time to relax:) Current Mood: lazy Current Music: action action- drug like

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January 12th, 2005

04:58 pm Today was the 2nd day I stayed home from school, I just feel like I have the flu, but I guess I am getting better. Mrs. Burr called me today and wanted to know what was going on with me and forensics....I decided to just go and observe since I have been sick...I am a little disapointed that I am not competing, but a little relieved since I am not quite sure if I am ready. We are going to Hampton tommorow, which is only about 30 minutes away, so why in the hell are we leaving at 1:45 when competition starts at 4 pm? I am excited since last time I met so many great people and it was a lot of fun, although spending all of that time with Julian just made me even more confused and shit, so I am sure tommorow will be just as bad.....don't know if I will stick with Megan in impromptu speaking or run off with him.....hmmmmm. I think I am seriously going to stick with being vegan...well, eating vegan, not adopting the whole lifestyle and everything, instead of starving myself here and there and having really bad eating habits....I guess I am just paranoid of gaining back all of the weight I have lost...it just scares me. Current Mood: numb Current Music: Ambulance LTD- anecdote

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January 11th, 2005

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January 2nd, 2005

10:34 am I am sitting here enjoying a marathon of The Alternative on Vh1 Classic. I printed out a Sally Beauty Supply application today and filled out most of it......I seriously need a job. I think I would like working there, so lets hope that this works out well. First, a job, then, a car! I need to get my Bright Eyes ticket, I have been needing to forever now, and I am definately going since it is the only concert I see in the near future at the moment.....I can't wait. We start back school tommorow, and I am quite glad, because break has been pretty blah. Plus, it will be nice to see Julian and talk to him, no matter how frustrating it is at times. Current Mood: mellow Current Music: Mazzy Star- fade into you

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December 31st, 2004

05:01 pm Life is shit, period. I am done putting myself out there.....time to retract. Current Mood: melancholy Current Music: Joy Division- atmosphere

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December 29th, 2004

09:06 am - I desperately need a cell phone........ So Gloria came over yesterday and we hung out for a few hours. She is really the greatest friend I have probably ever had, and I hope she knows that. We watched Pretty in Pink, and of course I was half-dancing to New Order/Echo and the Bunnymen/The Psychedelic Furs. Talked about music, life, sex, relationships, all of the important subjects in life. I really would love to go to Naples with her this summer, that would be amazing. I am going to work out today, I think it will make me feel better since I feel a little icky. Hopefully tommorow I can go spend time with Robert, oh how nice that would be. You're as tight as a hunter's trap Hidden well, what are you concealing Poker face, carved in stone Amongst friends, but all alone Why do you hide Say something, say something, anything I've shown you everything Give me a sign Say something, say something, anything Your silence is deafening Pay me in kind Take a drug to set you free Strange fruit from a forbidden tree You've got to come down soon More than a drug is what I need Need a change of scenery Need a new life Say something, say something anything I've shown you everything Give me a sign Say something, say something, anything Your silence is deafening Pay me in kind Say something I'm open wide, open wondering Have you swallowed everything Pay me in kind James- say something Current Mood: crappy Current Music: Pet Shop boys- west end girls

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December 24th, 2004

05:56 pm We are about to leave to go to Jess and Chris's house to eat and spend time together. Uhh I am really not hungry....Ill just pick at my food. So I watched Fast Times at Ridgemont high....awesome movie, Jennifer Jason Leigh is so cute....I'm glad I spent that $10 on it at Best Buy. I was thinking about New Year's resolutions today, and the two things that were mine last year I already did, which was to lose alot of weight and be more open with people, so now I think this year i need to get a job and get a damn car....it is starting to become ridiculous....seriously. Current Mood: nauseated Current Music: The Clash- train in vain

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10:09 am I am sick...booo. Oh well. So i made a mix cd for Robert, here is the tracklist: Stellastarr*- my coco Bright Eyes- let's not shit ourselves(to love and to be loved) The Stills- lola stars and stripes Interpol- obstacle 1 The Jesus and Mary Chain- just like honey The Postal Service- clark gable Muse- stockholm syndrome The Smiths- there is a light that never goes out My Bloody Valentine- when you sleep The Pixies- monkey gone to heaven Joy Division- disorder Radiohead- karma police Modest Mouse- gravity rides everything Oasis- she's electric The Killers- on top The Clash- train in vain Supergrass- alright The Sounds- living in america Current Mood: sick Current Music: Supergrass- moving

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December 23rd, 2004

03:50 pm It has been a little while since I entered a journal. So I guess I will catch up on the last few days. So i gave Julian his gift and the note, and I talked to him about it on the phone, and he said that he is attracted to me intellectually wise, but he has a girlfriend and he says that he doesn't plan on breaking up with her anytime soon.. Oh well, I guess that's how it is sometimes. So yesterday I went to the wrestling match with Diane and I saw Robert in his uniform......it was pleasant. I wanted to hang out with him today after school but he is leaving for Texas, but he said we might could spend time together when he gets back next week.......I don't know his personality enough, but the note he gave me today gave me a different impression of what I had of him before, so that is good. I went to Hot Topic with Diane and Amie and I saw a Smiths minidress that I have to buy ASAP!!!!!!!!!!!!! Current Mood: optimistic Current Music: Radiohead- creep.......the video

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December 4th, 2004

04:06 pm I have returned. Here is a list of some of the best songs imo. The Beatles- here comes the sun Simon and Garfunkel- bridge over troubled water Joy Division- she's lost control New Order- temptation Coldplay- we never change Radiohead- no surprises and lots more.....I'll be back to name some more. Julian Campbell please love me......! Current Mood: grateful Current Music: The Beatles- here comes the sun

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June 11th, 2004

03:07 pm OMG FAMILY PROBLEMS! I am sitting in the VA Beach Central Library......long story! Well anyway, this August is going to be red hott! August 12-13 is Lollapalooza, and then on the 19 I am going to see Modest Mouse and Broken Social Scene where, at the damn Intelos Pavilion...crazy huh. And then the next day I will be seeing Gomez and The Polyphonic Spree.........yeah, I guess out of all of this fucking drama a few good things are happening...I am going to get my Lolla tickets soon I hope! Current Mood: stressed

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May 27th, 2004

04:27 pm School has been so slack lately....I mean, I love not having homework every night in Algebra II! And I still cannot believe that I scored a 99 on that last test with all of the pattern formulas and everything. I am going to the gym later on with my dad to lift some weights......instead of cardio twice a day I am doing cardio once a day now with going to the gym as often as possible, hopefully at least 4 times a week. aww danielle gave me this really sweet card for my birthday....as much as we have grown apart, it makes me sad sometimes knowing how close we used to be. She said she was going to take me this weekend to get my present, but I think what we will do is that she will come with me and my family to Macarthur this weekend and she can buy me a pair of sunglasses I like at Wetseal. I was going to wear a dress I have from Express to the Shins concert, but I might by something else......IDK.....i have alot of money from my birthday and I want to spend some more of it. Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: The Shins- so says I

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May 22nd, 2004

07:41 pm I have been slack with my journal entries. Lets see, today we went to Virginia and I finally went into Gayleans, the huge sports store.....omg I loved it! They had nice tennis apparel, but of course tennis apparel isn't cheap, and I found a pair of tennis shorts I wanted for $45 and a dress I liked for $70....there was no chance of me spending that kind of money. I went into the golf simulator to watch my little brother and my dad play golf....my dad is so good at golf, he is good at every sport, kind of makes me sick.....and plus I stayed in there a while since the guy running the simulator was quite attractive. Then, we went to Chesapeake and Sam and I purchased the following cds: The Cure-disintegration, My Bloody Valentine-loveless, Morrissey-you are the quarry, The Shins-chutes too narrow, Modest Mouse-good news for people who love bad news, and Yo La Tengo-and then nothing turned itself inside-out. When we went into Volume the guy was playing My Bloody Valentine and even though I wasnt planning on spending any money, I just had to buy Loveless, so now I have Loveless and Isn't Anything. Guess what......?........I might be going to Curiosa....woot!....the cure, interpol, mogwai, the rapture, muse, etc....!.....and I hope to see Longwave on June 16 in Norfolk at "The New Belmont".....I had never heard of this place until I was looking at pollstar last night....hmm..interesting. Current Mood: jubilant Current Music: The Cure- pictures of you

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May 14th, 2004

11:03 pm Lets see......today I didn't wake up until around noon, a little late haha. I just enjoyed my day off like I said I would....watched Holiday in the Sun(yeah i know,hehe), exercised as usual, listened to some more Franz again...I know, I'm addicted. Of course Jessica was freaking about not getting her fake lashes in very well and having a hard time, and then before they walked out the door she was like, "Omg, I think I just broke my dress!"...wtf, she is stupid. She has freaked out at every prom since 9th grade. I didnt like Laura or Jessica's dress, but Laura's was better. Jessica's hair looked awful imo, but her makeup looked good I guess. Kate, Scottie, and all the rising seniors.....I WANT TO GIVE YOU AN 80S THEME PROM!.....we will play 80s music and everything....it would be great! We can still play 80s hip hop, but it was more tolerable back then. and we can play lots of depeche mode, the cure, new order, some duran duran, some aha, talking heads.....lots of goodies. Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: Franz Ferdinand- darts of pleasure

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12:08 am I love Franz Ferdinand.....they make me happy! I wish they would come to Lollapalooza, that would be great. So tommorow=probably doing some homework and just enjoying the day off while Jessica gets all excited about prom and I ignore her the whole time and everything....boohoo. just listen to franz..... Current Mood: bouncy Current Music: Franz Ferdinand- take me out

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